Tuesday, September 18, 2007

the BIDA group...




from left to right:
Cyrus Meriel
James Christopher Laceda
Myself
Earl Bunyi
Danilo Molina

The picture was taken last September 12, 2007. It was the presentation day for the Search for Best BUSINESS IDEA and DEVELOPMENT AWARD or BIDA (that's why we call ourselves BIDA group) herein Muntinlupa.. The next level will be the National Competition.. Well, we're taking that next step... Thank GOD!!!

Thursday, September 13, 2007

the lies behind the truth

THE TRUTH:
I don't love him
I never care about him
It is not a problem if I won't see him in a day
I'm not thinking of him
I’m not worried if he’s sick
I'm not hurt whenever he's with someone
I ‘m not even jealous
I'm not insecure to the girls that is close to him
I won't cry for him
I won't miss him if he'll be gone
I won’t be sad if he’s hurt
I won’t be affected if he loves somebody else


THE LIES:

.....ALL

Ouch...

"Big Girls Don't Cry"
by: FERGIE

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]

La Da Da Da Da Da



>>>my favorite song as of the moment.. hehe..iyakin pa naman ako..

preparing myself for the presentation

tomorrow will be the BIDA presentation of the concept paper to 5 panelists... 3 from the Muntinlupa Chamber of Commerce and Industry and 2 from the Pamantasan ng Lungsod ng Muntinlupa... dunno what im gonna feel... i pray to have a good night sleep...

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

after all..

a couple of times, i was giving up because i feel like devastated.. now, im so much happy knowing the fact that i've accomplished the things that i was assigned to do.. the experiences was charged on me.. i feel glad that im now reaping the fruit of my labor....after all....

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

pretending im alright...



Withholding fears...
Holding back intense emotions...
Covering weaknesses...